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[Blue_Firefly]

Sorry guys, I'm having a girlie moment here and I have to talk about it!

Everyday I take a city bus to and from school and lately I've been getting an awesome bus driver home!
He's tall, buff, has spiked hair, awesome smile, smells wonderful and always wears these cool sunglasses that just add to his hottness! He may have a dislocated eyeball or something so that's why he wears the glasses lol, but the mystery of whether an eyeball is dislocated, is what adds to his hottness lol!
I'm not the type of girl to drool over every hot guy I see...I will think they're hot, assume they have a girlfriend and let it go. But I can't think that way about this guy no matter how hard I try! I have just never seen such a hot man in person! He is honestly like fireman calendar material!

Today he was being quite the tease. I got on the bus and he gave me this huge smile. He never smiles at other people that get on! Anyway, I sat down, and he began to adjust the rear view mirror... I could now see him clearly and then he actually unbuttoned two buttons on his shirt and looked into the mirror (looked like he was looking at me) and smiled! I couldn't see if he was actually looking at me because of his sunglasses, but you know how sometimes you can feel someone is looking at you through their glasses...I got that feeling. I felt like I was gonna melt. Seems how I didn't have glasses on, I know he could see that I was looking at him, so I slowly turned my head to look out the window.

Man, this is bugging the crap outta me! I don't know anything about him, yet I want him! Is this normal behaviour? I have never experienced wanting someone who I don't know (other than Jonnhy Depp LOL). Siiiiiigh...

[SevenUp!]

Jenn, sounds to me like some chemistry in action is going on here from both sides. Let me just say there's nothing at all abnormal about that. That kind of thing happens all the time including in my "public service" job...working in a gift shop where people come and go all day, sometimes even the same people, that kind of behaviour (flirting like he is doing with you) is one way to make an otherwise boring day much more interesting! ;) Does that mean he's interested in you that way?....maybe, maybe not; impossible for me to tell. I suggest you continue on like you are, have fun with the whole thing...who knows what may happen! :)

[Blue_Firefly]

Well I wasnt expecting a guy to respond to this topic, but Rob, you have put my mind at ease knowing that liking someone I dont know is normal lol. You're right, flirting and other fun things does make boring days interesting :D Thanks for your input on the subject! I don't think anything will come out of this, but it's great to know this is normal lol.

[canoilers]

Yeah its normal or nobody would ever get together. Have fun whilst your young.

[Paul]

Believe me it still happens when you're 31....:rolleyes:

[canoilers]

It does then what am I doing wrong. I'm 31 and it doesn't happen here.

[Paul]

I mean my weird behaviour and all that...

[canoilers]

Yeah that still happens here, I don't think that'll ever end for me. Heck I'll probably be a weird acting corpse. It'll be beautiful but really weird.

[Troll]

Yeah that still happens here, I don't think that'll ever end for me. Heck I'll probably be a weird acting corpse. It'll be beautiful but really weird.

I will be probably be weird my whole life too.

[shaniagal]

Interesting that I'm the first girl to post here besides Jenn...:p

[MiniShaniaTwain]

Yeah that still happens here, I don't think that'll ever end for me. Heck I'll probably be a weird acting corpse. It'll be beautiful but really weird.

LOL you're the only one I know who'd act weird as a corpse Uncle Seanny! ;) But that's what we all love about you!

[nds76]

So hows this working out for ya Jenn?

[canoilers]

LOL you're the only one I know who'd act weird as a corpse Uncle Seanny! ;) But that's what we all love about you!We'll, I'm more than just a pretty dead face. :p

[Alex]

I guess everyday I happen for these situations, of course, in my own case:p... but to me that's no weird, to the person who we're always used to travel in bus, it's common and daily, and it might change depending the day, the bus and the schedule:funny:

[Blue_Firefly]

The week before I got my new job, (around the end of November) I hadn't seen my man. I thought of going bus-hopping to try and find him, but figured that might be taking it a bit too far...even though I missed him greatly. I actually had trouble sleeping that week :weird:
Then when I got my new job the following week, I realized that if my man had simply taken that previous week off, I'd never be able to see him again because I now would be taking a different bus! :cry:
However, it wasn't too much longer before I saw my man again because I saw him downtown on a different bus...on one of the buses that I could take to get to work! :funny: Man, before I saw him on that bus, it was weird how insane and depressed I was :uhh: Although he now drives one of the buses I can take to get to work, the only thing is: the schedule for his bus sucks! I haven't actually taken his bus yet because I know it will either get me to work over 45 minutes early, or it will get me there 15 minutes late :( I still get to see him everyday though while I wait for my other bus to come, which is good lol.
Tomorrow I have to go pick up my paycheck from work and seems how I have no timeframe in which I have to be there, he is getting a visit from me!! :D I will get him on the way back too!!!
I want to give him a little candy cane, but I dont know if that is too weird? What do you think? OMG I have never been this crazy over someone I dont know...

[SevenUp!]

Thanks for the update Jenn....glad you're not giving up. As for the candy cane, it would be weird if you gave him one in July :p ....mid December I think it'll be fine. Seriously Jenn, I don't think he'll mind. Take a candy cane along and if in the moment it feels right, give it to him. Just be yourself, let your charm shine through....let us know how it goes.

[MiniShaniaTwain]

Thanks for the update Jenn....glad you're not giving up. As for the candy cane, it would be weird if you gave him one in July :p ....mid December I think it'll be fine. Seriously Jenn, I don't think he'll mind. Take a candy cane along and if in the moment it feels right, give it to him. Just be yourself, let your charm shine through....let us know how it goes.

I agree with Robby!

[Troll]

Thanks for the update Jenn.

[Blue_Firefly]

So for the first time in about a month, I got to ride his bus again :D However, I think that was a mistake. I was able to see his cute smile again, and he smelt so heavenly! Although not seeing him all the time before was making me insane, seeing him up close again today was a just a reminder of just how wonderful in every way he is, and how I can't have him :( It also made me want to ride his bus more often, but I can't. This whole thing is driving me crazy! I can't stop thinking about him... I kinda wish I could forget about him!

I didn't give him the candycane by the way, but I might try to give it to him next Friday. Getting to work, the bus was too full and I get nervous around crowds. When I got back on his bus to go downtown, another bus driver was talking to him... couldn't give him one, and not one to the other bus driver too lol.
Actually, I dunno if I should take his bus again. I'm way too shy to talk to him, and I know it will make me want him more and more each time I see him :cry:
Maybe over time if I just avoid him as much as possible, I will start to forget about him?

[SevenUp!]

Jenn dear, this seems to be upsetting you and I surely don't want that. Take it easy, give it some time....there's no need to rush into something you aren't comfortable with. Forgetting about him is easier said than done, but a little time away from this whole thing may do you a world of good. If you want to try again later, I'll certainly be in your corner. Take care of yourself, if you want to talk you know where to find me.