a shame to finely find out who your friends really are.

[maggie_82]

for the past couple of days i have been getting emails with conversions that two of my very close friends well what i think was my very close friends
i have been friends with them over 8 years then someone keeps emailing me what they are saying about me ...i dont know if some of what of it in the email is true but i have droped hints to them gave them a line or two and they did say i said that how did you know now that has got me thinking everything in the email is true and it makes me mad i have been nothing but a good friend to them ..thinking about cuting them loss and deleting them off of my friends list all togather .....????

[mcjessica]

Sorry to hear, I went through something similar a few years ago.
I just cut them lose and I know I'm much better off without them.
It was a complicated situation though I think you should just talk to them first.
If there are issues, try and talk it out before you cut them out of your life completely.

[dreamer]

good advice

[goinUP]

Sorry to hear, I went through something similar a few years ago.
I just cut them lose and I know I'm much better off without them.
It was a complicated situation though I think you should just talk to them first.
If there are issues, try and talk it out before you cut them out of your life completely.

Agreed. :)

[countrylover]

Yeah see how it goes and if they apologize to you if not them you don't need them

[faithfully]

Sometimes its best you find out the real person someone is before committing to decisions like that:hmmm:

[eileen_regina]

i hate those kinda situations but i would say go with your gut coz its bearly ever wrong

[goinUP]

I just found out today who my friends are. It sucks.

[eileen_regina]

aw i hope your ok i know it sucks but sometimes its for the better ae?

[goinUP]

Sometimes, I guess. Sure doesn't feel like it though! :scowl: I'll be ok though.

[eileen_regina]

i know that it probly dosent feel like its for the best roght now but one day you will see your better off with out them also remember that nomatter what us freakys are still here and we arnt going anywhere

[goinUP]

Yeah, I know. Thanks. It's just dumb high school drama anyway - really what's bothering me was that I wasn't mature enough to see it coming. Had I been, this wouldn't have happened. Just my own ignorance I guess.

[taniashain]

I had once thought I had a few good friends where I used to live. One of them stood up for me at my wedding. But when I moved, they never even visited me. When I'd call, they'd seem like I was inconvieniencing them. And I was there for them through some pretty rough patches. I went way out of my way to help them, so much so, it created problems for me. Didn't stop me. But when I had problems, they were nowhere to be found, they just turned a blind ear. It hurt me alot, as they were the only friends that I'd had. Eventually I got over it, but I was pretty lonely afterwards. That's when I realised they were using me, and didn't desereve my friendship. Now, I have 1 close friend near my new home, and a friendly neighbour. The best friends I've ever had, I met right here. I've never had a real best friend. Until the Freaks!

[goinUP]

Sorry to hear that, Terri. :( Seems like the best people get screwed over in the end. :sad:

IMO, best friends are overrated!!! :scowl: Mostly every single one I've had has messed with me in some way. I think I am just going to suck it up the rest of high school then start over new in college. Where people act their age, I hope.

[taniashain]

I just found out today who my friends are. It sucks.

Aww Jenna, I'm sorry to hear that. I love you to pieces! I can't see why anyone else wouldn't.

i know that it probly dosent feel like its for the best roght now but one day you will see your better off with out them also remember that nomatter what us freakys are still here and we arnt going anywhere

That's right.We freaks stick together when the going gets tough.

Yeah, I know. Thanks. It's just dumb high school drama anyway - really what's bothering me was that I wasn't mature enough to see it coming. Had I been, this wouldn't have happened. Just my own ignorance I guess.

NO! Don't say that. You should never have to "see it coming" . It's no fault of yours, it just took you off guard, cause you weren't expecting it. Who can really?

[taniashain]

Sorry to hear that, Terri. :( Seems like the best people get screwed over in the end. :sad:

IMO, best friends are overrated!!! :scowl: Mostly every single one I've had has messed with me in some way. I think I am just going to suck it up the rest of high school then start over new in college. Where people act their age, I hope.

No worries. Without you guys though, I'd feel like a lonely loser.

Suck it up all you want, just don't lose yourself in the process.

[eileen_regina]

terri is right you shouldent have to "see it coming" people should have a heart and treat others the same way and with the same respect they would want to be treated with.
and also your not at fault from what i can understant is you let your gard down like terri said and normally you do that when your close to someone(s) and usually when that is so you shouldent have to constantly have your gard up its natral/

[goinUP]

Aww Jenna, I'm sorry to hear that. I love you to pieces! I can't see why anyone else wouldn't.

That's right.We freaks stick together when the going gets tough.

NO! Don't say that. You should never have to "see it coming" . It's no fault of yours, it just took you off guard, cause you weren't expecting it. Who can really?

I love you too Terri, but there are lots of people in the world who just don't love each other, and some people lie about it too. I'm finding that my friends don't love me enough to hear my side, or even acknowledge that I have one.

Yup. And thank goodness for that.

I appreciate it, but I really should've seen it coming. It's a long story, a dumb one too, and I think I am somehow managing to let people down continually.

But, it's okay, life goes on...now let's not ruin the freaky mood.

[goinUP]

No worries. Without you guys though, I'd feel like a lonely loser.

Suck it up all you want, just don't lose yourself in the process.

Well you're not. You never will be either.

I won't.

terri is right you shouldent have to "see it coming" people should have a heart and treat others the same way and with the same respect they would want to be treated with.
and also your not at fault from what i can understant is you let your gard down like terri said and normally you do that when your close to someone(s) and usually when that is so you shouldent have to constantly have your gard up its natral/

Maybe...I need to learn to keep the flood gates up, because taking them down is bad news. Always bad news. Geez.

[eileen_regina]

aw terri you are not a loser hun.

[eileen_regina]

look the way i see it (sorry to be kinda blunt) is you are not to blame your ex- friends should get a life and treat others better. terri your not a loser and never will be. and my advice to both of you is dont turn out anything like me, dont be afraid to trust people just pick wisley who you trust and if you do get your heart broken ill always be here to talk you will always have family and friends to pick up the peices. also dont be afraid to l;et your gard down after all it makes you human

[goinUP]

I've never really trusted people easily...just how I am. But these girls seemed to be different...I'd known them so long and all of a sudden they're all changing and going forward. I seem to be left behind. Like, they go out and have fun and stuff but I'm at home doing nothing because they didn't invite me. They all put alot of makeup on and wear really cool clothes but I still wear jeans and a t-shirt every day. Sorry, but I can't stand wearing super-girly clothes all the time. Nor do I have the body to do so. But it appears that this has had alot to do with things because they are "cool" and I am not.

But, I did tell my friend she was heartless. :uhh: She is though! Sheesh! She screwed me over and it was all fine and dandy and I did my best to keep my mouth shut but I had the chance to mess her life up and I really wanted to because I felt it was "fair" but I realized it wasn't, so I didn't do it. But now I am in the wrong for thinking about it. And apparently this is "different" and I am the bad guy, and she is allowed to cry and complain but I am expected to suck it up and move on. She can step on me but I can't even tap her with my toe.

:faint: :cry:

[taniashain]

I love you too Terri, but there are lots of people in the world who just don't love each other, and some people lie about it too. I'm finding that my friends don't love me enough to hear my side, or even acknowledge that I have one.

Yup. And thank goodness for that.

I appreciate it, but I really should've seen it coming. It's a long story, a dumb one too, and I think I am somehow managing to let people down continually.

But, it's okay, life goes on...now let's not ruin the freaky mood.

I hear you Jenna. I don't know the story, but I believe you. DON"T say you let people down, that's not in you. You have a huge heart, and are a great friend. Others are letting you down, because they care only about themselves. Unfortunately, yes, the world runs that way.

Well you're not. You never will be either.

I won't.



Maybe...I need to learn to keep the flood gates up, because taking them down is bad news. Always bad news. Geez.

You're too hard on yourself hon. You could never be a loser.

aw terri you are not a loser hun.

I know I'm not, but sometimes it feels that way. Like Jenna,I don't want to let anybody down.

I think I'm just confusing myself. None of what I just said makes much sense to me, it's all jumbled lol! I don't know how to say what I'm thinking, that's pretty normal lol!

Okay, enough beating up on ourselves. We are all great and have lots to offer the world.

Now....let's go get FREAKY!!!

[goinUP]

Hey! How come I can't say I let people down but you can...:scowl:

If you've let people down, I may as well have released the ebola virus. So there! Nanny-nanny-boo-boo! :p See, we can be freaky AND diss ourselves! :biglaugh:

Just FYI: I wasn't saying "I won't" to the loser thing, but to not losing myself. I won't lose myself...because that would be dumb. I do at least respect myself not to become a whole new person over some dumb high school drama. :eek:

[eileen_regina]

terri i knoda know where your coming from with the whole not making sense thingy and it being jumbled i do that alot. example if im in a bad mood and im trying to answer a question it takes me 10 mins to get the words right -loser i know right lol

[eileen_regina]

glad to hear you wont loose your self coz i would hate to see that hun

[taniashain]

look the way i see it (sorry to be kinda blunt) is you are not to blame your ex- friends should get a life and treat others better. terri your not a loser and never will be. and my advice to both of you is dont turn out anything like me, dont be afraid to trust people just pick wisley who you trust and if you do get your heart broken ill always be here to talk you will always have family and friends to pick up the peices. also dont be afraid to l;et your gard down after all it makes you human

I've never really trusted people easily...just how I am. But these girls seemed to be different...I'd known them so long and all of a sudden they're all changing and going forward. I seem to be left behind. Like, they go out and have fun and stuff but I'm at home doing nothing because they didn't invite me. They all put alot of makeup on and wear really cool clothes but I still wear jeans and a t-shirt every day. Sorry, but I can't stand wearing super-girly clothes all the time. Nor do I have the body to do so. But it appears that this has had alot to do with things because they are "cool" and I am not.

But, I did tell my friend she was heartless. :uhh: She is though! Sheesh! She screwed me over and it was all fine and dandy and I did my best to keep my mouth shut but I had the chance to mess her life up and I really wanted to because I felt it was "fair" but I realized it wasn't, so I didn't do it. But now I am in the wrong for thinking about it. And apparently this is "different" and I am the bad guy, and she is allowed to cry and complain but I am expected to suck it up and move on. She can step on me but I can't even tap her with my toe.

:faint: :cry:

I'm the opposite - I trust everyone, even after they've let me down. I've always seen the good side to everyone, and that's all I want to see. I HAVE to believe in others, to believe in myself. It sounds corney, and I've paid the price many times, still am. But that's how I am. I don't know how to start slow. I jump right in, expecting everyone else to follow their own concience I suppose.

I was the same Jenna. A tomboy even. I was never the one to dress up for no reason, or follow the crowd. That was the main reason I dropped out of school. All the little clubs, the immaturity and uselessness of it all ate away at me. I prefered to be alone. Mind you, I wish I had stayed, not let it all get to me. But my self- esteem was very low, and I didn't know how to stop fighting myself.

[goinUP]

Terri, high school is tough. The stupid cliques and trends corrupt people and make them into people they never would've been on their own. It's hard to resist. Here, you can't drop out until 18 and I won't be 18 until just before college, so I have no choice. It really takes alot of being by yourself and loneliness to keep your feet flat on the ground. Sometimes I also prefer to be alone, but knowing that I am somehow different than everyone else makes alone into lonely. There's alot of pressure to be with people in high school, and when people hear me say I love my dog more than most people (if not all people) I've ever met, they look at me funny and mumble "well that's nice" or something.

High schoolers are some of the most immature people ever, I think...I've met 9 year olds who act more grown-up than some high schoolers.

....and to think I want to teach them! :shocked:

[taniashain]

Hey! How come I can't say I let people down but you can...:scowl:

If you've let people down, I may as well have released the ebola virus. So there! Nanny-nanny-boo-boo! :p See, we can be freaky AND diss ourselves! :biglaugh:

Just FYI: I wasn't saying "I won't" to the loser thing, but to not losing myself. I won't lose myself...because that would be dumb. I do at least respect myself not to become a whole new person over some dumb high school drama. :eek:

That's one of the things I love about you Jenna. You know who you are. You don't conform, you do your thing and damn everyone else. I wish I were more like you when I was young. I'm still coming into my own somewhat lol! I'm a work in progress lol! We all are really.

terri i knoda know where your coming from with the whole not making sense thingy and it being jumbled i do that alot. example if im in a bad mood and im trying to answer a question it takes me 10 mins to get the words right -loser i know right lol

My thoughts and emotions whirl around so fast in my head, that I end up tripping over myself sometimes lol! When I'm on a roll I can talk a mile a minute, and sometimes, I've been told, I repeat myself! lol! I just think too much. I can be very deep at times, but I'm always FREAKy. Always have been, but now I have a name for it lol!

Okay, No more loser talk. NO ONE HERE IS A LOSER RIGHT?

[ELEANOR MAW]

The only people I trust in full are some of my relations, but there are even quite a few of them I don't trust, but not fully trusting others is only a form of self defence.

[goinUP]

Yeah, works that will never be completely finished...because nobody's perfect. There will never be a last stroke of the brush on us!

I think you know who you are, Terri. You seem to, anyway! And if you don't you do a darn good job of hiding it! :funny:

You DO repeat yourself! :biglaugh: I can't tell you how many times you told me about Stevie crossing the street because there were no barriers in Toronto...in the same minute! :funny: But that's okay, gave me more than one chance to slow your words down in my mind and comprehend what you were saying! :eek: :p

Wait...maybe we're all losers, but so loserly that we are really cool. Kinda like those dogs that are so ugly they're cute? :funny:

[goinUP]

The only people I trust in full are some of my relations, but there are even quite a few of them I don't trust, but not fully trusting others is only a form of self defence.

Kinda like farting when a man tries to grab your toosh eh? :biglaugh:

[ELEANOR MAW]

Kinda like farting when a man tries to grab your toosh eh? :biglaugh:Well said Jenna :funny:

[taniashain]

Terri, high school is tough. The stupid cliques and trends corrupt people and make them into people they never would've been on their own. It's hard to resist. Here, you can't drop out until 18 and I won't be 18 until just before college, so I have no choice. It really takes alot of being by yourself and loneliness to keep your feet flat on the ground. Sometimes I also prefer to be alone, but knowing that I am somehow different than everyone else makes alone into lonely. There's alot of pressure to be with people in high school, and when people hear me say I love my dog more than most people (if not all people) I've ever met, they look at me funny and mumble "well that's nice" or something.

High schoolers are some of the most immature people ever, I think...I've met 9 year olds who act more grown-up than some high schoolers.

....and to think I want to teach them! :shocked:

I've never really thought of myself as different, just special. As if everyone around me just didn't get it. I've always been more mature than my classmates, and truth be told, I grew up way too fast, way too soon. I consider myself to be unique, I hate blending in, but I also hate standing out. My freakiness puts me out there alright, but I don't change who I am to prove a point to the world. I don't wear strange outfits or anything - mind you I've done ALOT to my hair lol! I'm a quiet individual, until I get a little freaky, and I don't mind the stares then. They're short lived anyways. I don't care what people think of me when I'm like that, I just hope I can make their day a little brighter, It makes it worthwhile. No one has ever said anything bad to me, at least to my face, so I guess, it works. I CAN make people smile. That's my way of helping the world to be a better place. It's important to me, makes me feel I'm contributing in a harmless, small way. But - it all adds up eh? Look at all the freaks around here now.How many people have I affected? And I never tried to. It still boggles my mind.

[eileen_regina]

for me it takes a while to warm to people because i have been hurt by so manny and let down by so manny but i usually go with my gut and somtimes even that gets ya heart broken but its life what can ya do.

i agree high school is pathetic the stupid "cool" rules ect god i hated that and still do.

yes i know what you mean there to terri gos h arnt we a pair ae. i got told by one girl in my class that i remind her of rories mum on gilmore girls because i often babble and it dosent always make sense and i can hop from one thing to another with out stopping lol- thats when im stressed or upset/mad

[goinUP]

Thanks Eleanor :bonk:

[eileen_regina]

i must say i hate that saying
"the only man a girl can trust is her daddy"

because for some it simply isent true i mean for gods sake last year i felt safer going out with a guy a few years older than me (if you wanna know how many years i will tell you in a PM) than i did being in the same town as my dad

[eileen_regina]

hi eleanor how are you (two)

[goinUP]

I've never really thought of myself as different, just special. As if everyone around me just didn't get it. I've always been more mature than my classmates, and truth be told, I grew up way too fast, way too soon. I consider myself to be unique, I hate blending in, but I also hate standing out. My freakiness puts me out there alright, but I don't change who I am to prove a point to the world. I don't wear strange outfits or anything - mind you I've done ALOT to my hair lol! I'm a quiet individual, until I get a little freaky, and I don't mind the stares then. They're short lived anyways. I don't care what people think of me when I'm like that, I just hope I can make their day a little brighter, It makes it worthwhile. No one has ever said anything bad to me, at least to my face, so I guess, it works. I CAN make people smile. That's my way of helping the world to be a better place. It's important to me, makes me feel I'm contributing in a harmless, small way. But - it all adds up eh? Look at all the freaks around here now.How many people have I affected? And I never tried to. It still boggles my mind.

See, I just see myself as different. :funny: I guess I am though. Some people say I am mature for my age, but I am not really. I am still a teenager and I still do stupid things and don't study and blah blah blah. So there! I do like to be freaky though. Freaky is fun!!! You do make people smile - you can get me smiling no matter what!

for me it takes a while to warm to people because i have been hurt by so manny and let down by so manny but i usually go with my gut and somtimes even that gets ya heart broken but its life what can ya do.

i agree high school is pathetic the stupid "cool" rules ect god i hated that and still do.

yes i know what you mean there to terri gos h arnt we a pair ae. i got told by one girl in my class that i remind her of rories mum on gilmore girls because i often babble and it dosent always make sense and i can hop from one thing to another with out stopping lol- thats when im stressed or upset/mad

:funny: I love to babble. I just say things sometimes. People give me the weirdest looks but it all makes sense to me! :biglaugh:

[taniashain]

Kinda like farting when a man tries to grab your toosh eh? :biglaugh:

I love it! I should try that next time. I HATE getting pinched!

Well said Jenna :funny:

Hiya Eleanor! I agree, good one Jenna! lol!:funny:

You're right about the self- defence thing too. I was so young when I needed to defend myself, I didn't know how, I didn't even know I could. That has probably followed me all through my life. Even now, I'll defend someone else first.

[goinUP]

Find a happy medium there, Terri...it's good to defend others but you matter too ya know.

[ELEANOR MAW]

Hi Terri, nice to hear from you, I all way say it's better to be safe than sorry, it's an interesting thread this one.

[taniashain]

for me it takes a while to warm to people because i have been hurt by so manny and let down by so manny but i usually go with my gut and somtimes even that gets ya heart broken but its life what can ya do.

i agree high school is pathetic the stupid "cool" rules ect god i hated that and still do.

yes i know what you mean there to terri gos h arnt we a pair ae. i got told by one girl in my class that i remind her of rories mum on gilmore girls because i often babble and it dosent always make sense and i can hop from one thing to another with out stopping lol- thats when im stressed or upset/mad

See, I just see myself as different. :funny: I guess I am though. Some people say I am mature for my age, but I am not really. I am still a teenager and I still do stupid things and don't study and blah blah blah. So there! I do like to be freaky though. Freaky is fun!!! You do make people smile - you can get me smiling no matter what!



:funny: I love to babble. I just say things sometimes. People give me the weirdest looks but it all makes sense to me! :biglaugh:

I'm glad I make you smile Jenna. It really warms my heart.

We're all the same then. I could go on and on for hours, all night even. Talking about anything and everything. I often say what pops into my brain, and it can be confusing, out of context. We're just a freaky bunch of chatterboxes! lol!

[eileen_regina]

See, I just see myself as different. :funny: I guess I am though. Some people say I am mature for my age, but I am not really. I am still a teenager and I still do stupid things and don't study and blah blah blah. So there! I do like to be freaky though. Freaky is fun!!! You do make people smile - you can get me smiling no matter what!



:funny: I love to babble. I just say things sometimes. People give me the weirdest looks but it all makes sense to me! :biglaugh:

yep babbling rox and its the same with me once i was so stressed out i was babbling like mad this teacher grabbed me by the sholders and shook me (not enough to hurt) and said "snap outta it hun she was looking at me funny too
made ,me feel like a freak show now i just embrace that

[goinUP]

lol yeah well we DO sometimes go on all night! :funny: I think we understand each other though - freaky lingo!

[taniashain]

Find a happy medium there, Terri...it's good to defend others but you matter too ya know.

I've come to realise that. I know I matter, and I get angry when I can't make my voice be heard. But I still try.

Hi Terri, nice to hear from you, I all way say it's better to be safe than sorry, it's an interesting thread this one.

It's great to talk with you too Eleanor. It's been too long!

lol! Yeah, it got waaay off topic! That's how the freaky thread started lol! I think we should continue there, if you want.

Ooops! Sorry all lol!

[goinUP]

Ah don't get mad - get glad! :funny:

Yeah, we should probably have a freaky migration so this thread can continue on as somewhat normal. :funny: See you guys there!

[eileen_regina]

the other day i had the weirdest conversation and i only just realized how crazy i must have sounded.
my friend and i were sitting at that same desk watching a stupid video for social studdies and nobody had spoken in ages and i started off with this

Me: "hay speaking of families i saw your mum yesterday"
courtney: "nobody was speaking about anything loser. where did you see my mum???"
me: "im a loser but you a loser loser. um she was in the supermarket"
cortney: "oh bring it on loser. what was she doing there"
(pause for a minite of laughing at the video)
Me: "what was who doing were sorry???, OMG lisa told the randomest joke to day"
cortney: (says nothing waits for me to tell the joke)
Me; "oh your mum was at work the other day when i went in"

[faithfully]

Friends can come and go like the wind;) I know trust me, what doesn't change is yourself and where you are going and what you are doing to get there:D

Whats better than a best friend?

- a best buddie:bounce:

[SevenUp!]

Whats better than a best friend?

- a best buddie:bounce:

:bounce:

[eileen_regina]

awww love tha smily guys its cute

[kathrynag]

Sorry to hear that, Terri. :( Seems like the best people get screwed over in the end. :sad:

IMO, best friends are overrated!!! :scowl: Mostly every single one I've had has messed with me in some way. I think I am just going to suck it up the rest of high school then start over new in college. Where people act their age, I hope.

Don't be so sure about that. My friends in college don't act their age. Tehy are just rude. They gossip behind people's backs, don't want to live with me next year, and if I need somebody to take me somewhere they just refuse to even if it's a matter of me not having ANY food. It sucks!

[goinUP]

Oh, great...just like high school all over again....

Life sucks.

:p

[kathrynag]

It's not all bad, though. You realize that you don't need a ton of friends. You just need a few good friends.

[eileen_regina]

yes life sux

[SevenUp!]

yes life sux

Sometimes, and sometimes not. Overall it's the only one we get so we should try to make the best of things.

[uniquestar]

True friend is better than bestfriend! coz not all bestfriends are true to you but sometimes other are true! but true friend is always telling the truth to you: D

[goinUP]

It's not all bad, though. You realize that you don't need a ton of friends. You just need a few good friends.

That's what I had. A few good friends. A few that now hate me.

[uniquestar]

I remember my bestfriend at College! I didn't expect that our friendship will turned into bad friendship! it's a long story! it really hurts when it comes to the point that your bestfriend saying bad things about you behind your back to your other friends. Atleast I'm not doing the same thing back to her. I just let her go with her other new friends. But sometimes it made me cry! I know it's corney. But you don't know what's my experienced about our friendship! It hurts because when we were at the same subject class, we're just pretending we're still bestfriend like back to normal! I didn't react what she had done to me. Until she's gone to me. and we don't see each other for 1 and a half year we don't contacted each other we have no communication. But, I did not expect that one day she called me on the phone she contacted me. And she asked how I am! and then following the next day she called again. And then, at christmas she gave me a gift! I was thingking maybe this is a sign of her apology! So we were friends again. But Im not sure if I can give my 100% trust to her after what she had done to me. but there's always a second chance!

[SevenUp!]

Not corney, it's how you felt Amie. Guess the point is you never know what the future holds...just never close a door completely and whether it's family, friends or whatever, you may be surprised one day.

[goinUP]

Amie, I don't think you should have to trust her 100%, nor is it wrong to cry. Crying is the best way to get things out of your system and calm you down. Trust me, I've been crying alot and I seem to be feeling better. If you really don't feel like trusting her at all, you don't have to. Everyone deserves a second chance, but the line has to be drawn somewhere. Sometimes second chances turn into third and fourth ones, and by then you're so hurt that you can't even begin to get better. I don't know what happened exactly, and usually giving her another chance isn't too bad but in some situations it may not be a good idea. Just use your discretion. ;)

[uniquestar]

I still accept the people who did wrong/bad things to me. but sometimes there’s a possibility that you can still remember those things. But, at least you’re not doing the same thing to them.

Thanks, you got my point of crying! Yeah, that’s the only way of making myself feel better and calm.

[uniquestar]

and keeping myself busy in doing some things to forget.

[faithfully]

Never mind those ex-tanker friends of yours Amie, I'm a pal of yours now along with a few others here:D

friends are ten-a-penny:funny: but buddies are the real deal:p