:(:(:(:(:(

[benperkins]

Life is sooooo unfair today :(:(:(:(

Ben

[Little Shania]

Is there anything we can do for you,Ben? I'm sorry to hear that.:(

[Annette]

Sorry to hear that:( If you told us our problem maybe we can help you:)
I hope life will be better tomorrow:)

[Curti]

what happened ben??? :sad:

i hope that tomorrow is much much better!!!! :)

[Babee Shania]

:( what's wrong???

[benperkins]

My net connection kept failing while I was downlaoding videos :(:(:( and I could'nt get on the other coputer and I was'nt allowed out :(

Ben

[Marine]

*squint*

[Shaniabomber99]

Originally posted by benperkins
My net connection kept failing while I was downlaoding videos :(:(:( and I could'nt get on the other coputer and I was'nt allowed out :(

Ben

Awww Beni:( don't be sad buddie Least you are still here:)

Carley

[razorbac]

cheer up :D:D tomorrow is another day :)

[benperkins]

Originally posted by Marine
*squint*

:shocked: :mad: :furious: AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH stop that!!!! :(:(:cry:

Ben

[ShaniaFanForever]

Hope things get better for you Ben! :)

Unfortunately life for me lately has been crappy too! Very complicated :rolleyes:

Simone
xo

[Annette]

Originally posted by benperkins
Life is sooooo unfair today :(:(:(:(

Ben

You're sooooooooo right:( :( :cry: :sad: :furious:

[Marine]

Originally posted by benperkins


:shocked: :mad: :furious: AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH stop that!!!! :(:(:cry:

Ben Try to deal with one of your loved chickens going blind and watching them not able to eat by themselves, and watching them slowly waste away.

For another fun adventure today, my gear went out in the gear box of one of my most loved items, my tractor.

Things get better and things get worse. Lifes a rollercoaster. Woo.

[Curti]

you are one strange redneck, Caleb :p

[SHANIANUTS!]

.....what can I say?!?!:uhh:

[benperkins]

I remember a Red face at the side of your bed. Being totally palaized with fear, and knowing what happens next will never leave me, that it will be a nightmare you have for the rest of my life. That the next day my body could'nt control itself and I wet my pants. And you know why all that happened? Some guy wanted to annoy another person so he raped his friends kids. Thats my lowest low so maybe I was a bit stupid saying life at the moment was unfair.

Ben

[Shaniabomber99]

Originally posted by benperkins
I remember a Red face at the side of your bed. Being totally palaized with fear, and knowing what happens next will never leave me, that it will be a nightmare you have for the rest of my life. That the next day my body could'nt control itself and I wet my pants. And you know why all that happened? Some guy wanted to annoy another person so he raped his friends kids. Thats my lowest low so maybe I was a bit stupid saying life at the moment was unfair.

Ben

Ben never say your stupid. You aren't. we all love you hear right guys?

Carley

[Thea]

Originally posted by Marine
Try to deal with one of your loved chickens going blind and watching them not able to eat by themselves, and watching them slowly waste away.

For another fun adventure today, my gear went out in the gear box of one of my most loved items, my tractor.

Things get better and things get worse. Lifes a rollercoaster. Woo.

:(
Have you tried that chicken-thing but it was your dog instead? Also very fun. Over two years he became weaker and in poorer condition. it became harder and harder for him to get up the stairs. it was so hard to watch him, standing at the bottom of the stairs, wanting so bad to get up the stairs. sometimes he would fall.

Then the decision about letting him go. I sat beside him the whole time, tried not to cry, because i didn't want him to see me cry so hard, he must have been scared enough without that. But i cried and cried, i could not stop. but the world did, a long time, for me.


I know that you have a lot of hard times, Ben, that maybe we haven't experienced even similar to, but you have to consider yourself lucky anyway. We all are. We are alive, we get to experience so much! Most of us even have enough to eat and drink, we go to school so we can become whatever we want, we have so much freedom to choose. we shouldn't throw that gift away. We should be happy for this gift that life is. I got a new perspectiv on life after stearing at the wall for three months doing nothing, cuz of the concussion that's almost gone now! :D
LIFES A GIFT! And most of the time, life's great. it just might not seem that way sometimes. But it is.